I can't form the words

I have a lot of things I would like to post and share, however I can't seem to formulate my thoughts into words. I think part of me is still scared of the judgement that may follow.  I do plan to document and share my ppd journey here. I want to do this to help myself and to help other women who are also suffering. I  need to process a few things and get my jumbled thoughts to focus........